since we're on the subject of dreams

i had another interesting dream last night. it started out with me walking around the neighborhood finding animal's heads (one goat, and then two others i don't remember) in people's lawns because they were like sacrificing the animals to God in their homes and using them for food or something that wasn't weird but certainly unsettling, and in the third lawn there was still the animal's innards and as i was quickly running away from the neighborhood, i told someone to throw the guts away, but then naomi responded that mary used it for her cranberry sauce at thanksgiving meals.
then my family and i were getting ready to go on a trip, but we had to make a stop to get me money, so we stopped at a school with a money machine where my cousin was playing cards with three of her friends. the guy there she called her "obstituary," which i don't even think is a word. she started crying when she found out we were going on a trip without her. i put $100 in the money machine and got $1100 back. it was a good deal.
so suddenly naomi and all our friends were at school and the doctor had given me drugs to take to treat a malignant tumor i had in my neck, but the drugs were slowly killing me. the drugs made my thoughts all jumbled until i got so tired that i laid down wherever i was, most memorably the rose of sharon prayer chapel lawn, and became paralyzed and fell into a deep sleep. this happened every time i took the pills, and each time i took the pills they took a little more life out of me, and would do so until one day i would just take them and become paralyzed, fall asleep, and never wake up. i was beginning to be bothered by my impending death because of something that was supposed to be helping me--and it was, the tumor was getting smaller--and decided there was too much to live for, so i quit taking the medicine.
so we, the three of us and two of naomi's male friends, decided to go on a trip. we went to alaska, which was beautiful and we later found out was actually russia, and slept in the snowy mountains in our sleeping bags. naomi and mary went to the grocery store through a portal behind us which lead to a dark brown room with an elevator and connected to an airport, leaving me with the two guys. when naomi and mary were gone we found out that there was an airshow going on, which cost $3350 to glance at and $25000 to watch per plane. the first plane started dropping bombs all around us, and positioned itself right above us and almost dropped one on us until i moved so that they would see that we were lying there, so not to drop a bomb. then the second plane was really an ambulance that could fly and dropped manequins out the back doors that were also bombs. the man inside the ambulance almost dropped a manequin on us. the third made a laser show that rained down on us, and the fourth was a massive military carrier or something that was sectioned into four parts, kind of like a transformer toy, and kept turning into different shapes that threatened to destroy the entire continent but then didn't. all around us planes were dropping bombs and i didn't really feel comfortable sleeping in a foreign place where they were dropping bombs and we had to pay thousands of dollars to watch, but naomi's friends wanted to stay because we were getting to see a major air show for free. finally naomi and mary came back with groceries and decided that we should go, even though everyone was annoyed with me for wanting to leave and not being okay with sleeping in a bomb field. so we went back through the portal to get into the elevator, but customs caught us and detained us for watching the airshow without paying and took all of my $1100 from the money machine and emptied my bank account. the end.