"The world's got me dizzy again. You'd think after 22 years I'd be used to the spin."

thank you conor.
i miss my friends. i miss naomi. not the body of naomi, i miss my friend naomi, naomi who she is, the real person of her.
the agitation that crawls beneath the surface here makes me feel as if i get no rest; not restless, just that my rest is not restful. i don't connect with anyone. i miss being comfortable, i miss feeling safe.