"i'm a modern girl, but i fold in half so easily when i put myself in the picture of success..."

this is me getting stressed out; on the computer all the time when i have better things to do.

i wish my name was madeline. i would be a little french girl forever. i'm going to change my myspace name to madeline. we should be myspace friends rebekah.
important, is this? no, this is me feeling all sentimental before i start admitting that i'm lonely and getting stressed, starting to worry irrationally about the future.

i love it when i'm holding my niece and she leans back to look at me, sighs contentedly, and lays her head on my shoulder to cuddle, as if there was nothing better in the world than to be loved. i'm not good at loving. i hope i never stop working on that.